I feel a little jealous inside... Imagining someone could please you more than me. I guess it's my insercurity acting up a bit becasue I know... I'm not the most beautiful.. Most fun... Or even the most exciting person you'll ever meet.. But I do know that now Matter how hard and long you search... You will never find a girl who cares about you.. The way I do

You're probably 10 times cooler then me. You probably have cooler hair. You're probably skinner. You're probably more Punk looking. You're most likely more straight edge or hardcore then I will ever be. You probably have better clothes,better stlye. You probably have more talents then I do. You probably think this is lame. You probably will never understand me. You probably never will know the real me. I am not going to say my friends are better then yours because chances are we share the same ones. I am a confusing person..if you understand half the things I say, it's safe to say you're crazy. I'm not short. I write alot but I hate showing people it. I am shy. I am impatient. I don't talk very much at first. I am witty. I am me. I speak my mind. I give good advice and I am a good listener. I love concerts. I love music. I love parks. I love swings. I am crazy. I am weird. I am dramatically over dramatic. I am nice. I love upside down hearts and stars.

FAKE FRiENDS: Never ask for food.
REAl FRiENDS: are the reason you have no food.

FAKE FRiENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs
REAl FRiENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM or cher

FAKE FRiENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong.
REAl FRiENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Damn ... we fucked up ... but that shit was fun!"

FAKE FRiENDS: never seen you cry.
REAl FRiENDS: cry with you

FAKE FRiENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back.
REAl FRiENDS: keep your shit so long they forget its yours.

FAKE FRiENDS: know a few things about you.
REAl FRiENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you.

FAKE FRiENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.
REAl FRiENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you.

FAKE FRiENDS: Would knock on your front door.
REAl FRiENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!"

FAKE FRiENDS: Are for awhile.
REAl FRiENDS: Are for life.

FAKE FRiENDS: Will take your drink away when they think you've had enough.
REAl FRiENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place and say "Bitch drink the rest of that you know we don't waste shit."

FAKE FRiENDS: will talk shit to the person who talks shit about you.
REAl FRiENDS: Will knock them the fuck out

FAKE FRIENDS: Will read this.
REAL FRIENDS: Will steal this, just like i did

One night a man had a dream. He dreamed
he was walking along the beach with the LORD.

Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.
For each scene he noticed two sets of
footprints in the sand: one belonging
to him, and the other to the LORD.

When the last scene of his life flashed before him,
he looked back at the footprints in the sand.

He noticed that many times along the path of
his life there was only one set of footprints.

He also noticed that it happened at the very
lowest and saddest times in his life.

This really bothered him and he
questioned the LORD about it:

"LORD, you said that once I decided to follow
you, you'd walk with me all the way.
But I have noticed that during the most
troublesome times in my life,
there is only one set of footprints.
I don't understand why when
I needed you most you would leave me."

The LORD replied:

"My son, my precious child,
I love you and I would never leave you.
During your times of trial and suffering,
when you see only one set of footprints,
it was then that I carried you."